Friday, January 18, 2008
i feel like gng home....i don wanna stay in class...
i dunu how 2 do VB...
hate VB...
i don want computing anymore...
i feel useless in class now...
only get ppt from frens, see ppl's blog, count my GPA, listening to Rhapsody for flute de recording
and....
nothing else.... T.T
but if i go home thn e grades will really b bad...
but i tink i only can get a C for today...
b'cuz it's obvious i din do work at all, i jus came here slack and take the grade for attending class....=.=
i wanna go home...
at least i still can play my piano, prac flute, record song, watch video, and slp!
later still need to go collect my phone...
it's done...
so i have 2 go 2 redhill AGAIn.....
sians...
i tink i will leave class at 3 plus, or rather , rite after presentation...
since there's no more UT for maths&computing, so i can jus no need listen...
1st feb he better let us off earlier...or else i will kill him....!!!
i'm so lag abt e news of my fren...
getting married...
i tink she's pregnant..heard so...
thou i still hav tt impression tt she still don like some of us, mayb she tinks we're childish...
but...
i still wish her happiness with her fiance...
no matter wad, as her fren i still hope she gets wad she wants in her life..
my fren ytd midnight msg me...said was feeling moody, down...
so sorry i din reply and be there...was aslp...=.=
gomenasai!
faci jus walk pass...saw me blogging..hahahs..its ok la...
sigh...
mayb i will walk off b4 presenting??hahahs..
now i tink abt my band de stuff le...
i need to plan their scores....
i heard she's playing among the last yrs...
actually i don want her 2 play la...as in i don really need her la..
even thou 4 rhapsody for flute got 4 parts, i need only 3 of them mayb enough already mah...
unless she helps wid 2nd flute properly and correctly thn okay norh...
b'cuz it's my solo...so u muz understand i don wish for unneccessary damage or spoiler for my solo piece..
it may b the first and may b the last...
such chance don come so easily...
clarinet got them i okay already...they're quite gd players...
if someone's has brandon's sound then can already...
brandon is from my sec school band...he has alot of passion and love towards his instrument...
i like his sound....jus that his instrument is not good enough and he's not daring enough...
i'm blogging these not b'cuz i wanna bad mouth abt other ppl or don like them...
i'm blogging these for my own sake...
i wanna let myself noe wad kinda expectations i had 4 myself...
i always wonder y other ppl's flute section can b coach till so gd...
yet my own...always at this standard...
or am i e 1 who kept them at this standard, don allow them to improve or my coaching is not good enough??
i really wanna do my best for this april concert...
even thou i'm oso preparing for comWorks' 08 for SWS..
i seriously need flute coaching...
mayb after advance singing end and after dancing ends??that will be abt april le bah...mayb last min polishing will do me good??
cuz now i can't even get the notes rite...wad abt e feel??
hais...
i tink i hav a rough idea wad i wanna do abt it already la...
11:28 AM
